Annika’s Diary

Questions

Posted by: Annikki on: January 25, 2010

Right now I’m not sure if I am really upset. And even if I was, I shouldn’t show it. (Curiosity killed the cat.)

For some reason I feel like right now is the moment to walk away without getting hurt.

And I don’t know if I ready to do so yet.

Sitting put.

Posted by: Annikki on: January 8, 2010

What if I get too old to change? What if I get stuck here and end up breeding with him? What if this is it?

After talking to a friend about their problems in their relationship I remembered how I felt. I should know better.

It might not all end well, but we all know everyting ends at some point. So, all’s well that ends, period.

Okay, so I don’t exactly have my running shoes on, but I know I haven’t exactly settled in either. Distarctions only work for so long. At some point you do have to start thinking about the thing you were really hard tring no to think about.

…Changed their relationship status…

Posted by: Annikki on: December 16, 2009

If facebook is to be trusted, I’m in a relatioship. When did that happen? I suppose it’s all good.

The honey stuff

Posted by: Annikki on: December 8, 2009

So, I actually call someone honey sometimes. For fun. Mostly.

And I buy fanta and stuff, even though I don’t drink it.

And there’s an extra toothbrush in the bathroom. You know, if someone happens to need it when they accidentally find themselves in my appartment in the morning.

But I Do Not Have a Boyfriend. No Way.

Lunch

Posted by: Annikki on: November 29, 2009

What kind of a man brings you food and drink to work, when he knows you’ve been drinking free booze last night and really need a sandwitch to get through the day? Is that the kind of man you hold on to? The Boy Who Brings Me Ice Cream is now also the Boy Who Cures My Hangovers. And a whole lot more.

How do you know not to run from something good?

Neverhteless, lately, I’ve been having my cake and eating it too. When is it all going to come crashing down?

Mondays

Posted by: Annikki on: November 9, 2009

Mondays don’t suck. They’re slow.

Today a doctor told me I should be considering kids in the next few years. I didn’t know what to say.

So I said “Give me the IUD”.

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You know what?

Posted by: Annikki on: November 6, 2009

I could probably get used to being kissed. Or having someone softly blow in my ear. Or knowing the Boy Who Brings Me Ice Cream.

I’m choosing not to make things complicated, no matter how complicated they may be in reality. I choose to enjoy it. I choose to appreciate the fact that someone is prepared to lie in an awkward position until I fall asleep.

 

The kissing

Posted by: Annikki on: November 2, 2009

I have come to the conclusion that kissing is one of the best ways to spend a Sunday morning. Or a Sunday afternoon, for that matter.

Plus there’s no drama or horror stories. Just kissing and talking and laughing and a warm chest to rest my head on.

Distractions

Posted by: Annikki on: October 30, 2009

Relax. Can you feel it? The thing that makes you stop constantly thinking about the other thing?

The non-love-things sometimes make the love-things easier. Most of the time they just complicate matters, but sometimes they let you slow down, sit back and enjoy the ride.

Plus I quite enjoy it all.